Owyeah,heute ist Samstag,13 März 2010~ :P
Arrived at Hadi's house,I quickly went upstairs,bringing (actually,HUGGING. O_O) my guitar with me as I enter a room where everyone were gathering..
We prayed together,with bro Acent playing guitar for us.. (but not mine. It's Hadi's guitar.)
I could feel my heart becoming more calm than before..
I got my heart drown in such desperate feeling,but as I pray,I could feel my heart becoming more calm than before.. He took away every negative feelings in my heart.. Haleluya~ :')
Then,it's SHARING TIME~ XD
(This time,its me & bro Acent who wants to share something. But I started with mine first~ :P)
Started from few days ago,I want to learn to play guitar. (luckily,I've got my bro's ex-guitar as MY guitar. Holy is the Lord~!!! X'D)
So.. I thought of few ways on how to make myself able to play guitar,such as:
- Go to my church to got a guitar course (NEIN. Besides the fact that I might can't afford the fee and my mum might not allow me to,I would be soooo embarassed to bring my guitar around Sun Plaza -- My church is in the ROOF floor of Sun Plaza. T///T;;)
- Asks my bro to teach me the basics. (NEIN. Besides he's kinda busy,kinda lazy,and kinda forgot about those,He can't. -_-;;)
- Wait until there's a friend of mine who could come to take a visit in my house,and teach me to play guitar. (NEIN. The question is,WHO,and WHEN?!?!? :T.T:)
- So.. It seems that the ONLY way is to ask everyone in Remasa 19 (everyone who gathers in Hadi's house) to teach me.
Aaand,this morning,when I was having my breakfast,I asked my mum whether if I could bring my guitar to Remasa 19 or not.. And seems that she doesn't agree at all.. Instead,she starts to blah-blah-blah-ing about how my fingers would get rough if I played guitar,and.. about it's not necessary (according to her.) for girls like me to play guitar coz' its usually for boys.. And she also said that I should play piano instead of guitar.. blahblahblah.. blahblahblah.. *Okay,that's enough. Insert BGM: "Ke$ha - Blah blah blah" here. -_-;;*
..which makes my heart feels devastated.
I really want somebody to teaches me guitar,but if my mum disagree if I bring my guitar to Remasa 19,which seems to be the only way,how could I start to learn?!?!!
Until last nanoseconds running before I went to Hadi's house,every feelings in my heart still mixed with pain..anger..disappointed feeling..sorrow.. (ya ampyun,lebay kali,padahal cuman gitar pun.)
..until I myself don't understand what feeling is actually inside my heart. But it feels like there's nothing could help me to feel better,except the running time.. Every nanoseconds passes through my living soul in this world.
But,God NEVER left me alone.
After me & my mum prepared everything (my mum drives me to Hadi's house with her car) & went downstairs,I saw the clock. It's already 5 PM (My Remasa 19 activities starts from 5 PM.),so I just convince myself that it's already late & no one would teach me to play guitar at this time,and I must admit that maybe God has prepared another day for me to start learning guitar.. Not today..
..but..
Suddenly,my mum asks me,"Gitarnya mo dibawa ga?" ("U want to bring the guitar or not?")
HOLY $%#@~!!! *sorry,this ain't a rude word. --;;* THANK YOU,LORD~!!!! X'D
I quickly rushed into my room,picked (actually,HUGGED. -,-;;) my guitar,put it inside my bro's car,and enjoy the ride (?!) to Hadi's house~ X3
But that's not the only thing happened to me that proves how kind is our God.
Somehow,our car missed to turn to a way to go to Hadi's house. (so now that way is behind our car. O_O)
SUDDENLY (?!),a parkman appears & helped my mum to drive the car backwards so that our car could turn back to that way.
Usually,everytime a thing that makes my mum gets in a bad-mood (like this one) could drive her into blah-blah-blah-ing. But incredibly,my mum didn't at this time..! Instead,she just keep driving happily!! What a miracle!! Praise the Lord~!!! XD
After I closed my sharing session,everyone inside that room clapped their hands.
And I added one (somehow silly) fact.. That I've given a name for my guitar.
Her (HER?!) name is... Jungling.
(read it as "yungling",not "jungling"). :P
Why? Because "Jungling" in German means "Youth". Somehow this name seems to have a deep meaning since me & all my Remasa friends were in Youth Connect Group in our church~ XD
..and after bro Acent finished his sharing (about how problems came into him & how God gave him strength to fight against them),we listens to bro Willy,our Remasa 19 leader.
However,bro Willy don't do SM (it's like..umm.. "khotbah". ^^;;),so our Remasa activity ends quickly,at around 6.30 PM. (usually 7-8 PM.) O_O
But that means,I could use that time to ask bro Acent,Hadi,or anyone else who is able to play guitar,to teach me~
..and.. Thank You,Lord.. I'm now able to play do-re-mi-fa-so-la-si-do' using my guitar~ XD <3
Back home with happiness & joy (that I believe,is what God gave me today),I put Jungling (..argh,maybe I shall change its name into "Yungling" later. -_-) in my room (or maybe,"Jungling's room"?? :P),went upstairs,and went downstairs again to use my bro's PC.
..from this day,in my house,there were my mum,my bro,Jungling,and me~ XD
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Arrived at Hadi's house,I quickly went upstairs,bringing (actually,HUGGING. O_O) my guitar with me as I enter a room where everyone were gathering..
We prayed together,with bro Acent playing guitar for us.. (but not mine. It's Hadi's guitar.)
I could feel my heart becoming more calm than before..
I got my heart drown in such desperate feeling,but as I pray,I could feel my heart becoming more calm than before.. He took away every negative feelings in my heart.. Haleluya~ :')
Then,it's SHARING TIME~ XD
(This time,its me & bro Acent who wants to share something. But I started with mine first~ :P)
Started from few days ago,I want to learn to play guitar. (luckily,I've got my bro's ex-guitar as MY guitar. Holy is the Lord~!!! X'D)
So.. I thought of few ways on how to make myself able to play guitar,such as:
- Go to my church to got a guitar course (NEIN. Besides the fact that I might can't afford the fee and my mum might not allow me to,I would be soooo embarassed to bring my guitar around Sun Plaza -- My church is in the ROOF floor of Sun Plaza. T///T;;)
- Asks my bro to teach me the basics. (NEIN. Besides he's kinda busy,kinda lazy,and kinda forgot about those,He can't. -_-;;)
- Wait until there's a friend of mine who could come to take a visit in my house,and teach me to play guitar. (NEIN. The question is,WHO,and WHEN?!?!? :T.T:)
- So.. It seems that the ONLY way is to ask everyone in Remasa 19 (everyone who gathers in Hadi's house) to teach me.
Aaand,this morning,when I was having my breakfast,I asked my mum whether if I could bring my guitar to Remasa 19 or not.. And seems that she doesn't agree at all.. Instead,she starts to blah-blah-blah-ing about how my fingers would get rough if I played guitar,and.. about it's not necessary (according to her.) for girls like me to play guitar coz' its usually for boys.. And she also said that I should play piano instead of guitar.. blahblahblah.. blahblahblah.. *Okay,that's enough. Insert BGM: "Ke$ha - Blah blah blah" here. -_-;;*
..which makes my heart feels devastated.
I really want somebody to teaches me guitar,but if my mum disagree if I bring my guitar to Remasa 19,which seems to be the only way,how could I start to learn?!?!!
Until last nanoseconds running before I went to Hadi's house,every feelings in my heart still mixed with pain..anger..disappointed feeling..sorrow.. (ya ampyun,lebay kali,padahal cuman gitar pun.)
..until I myself don't understand what feeling is actually inside my heart. But it feels like there's nothing could help me to feel better,except the running time.. Every nanoseconds passes through my living soul in this world.
But,God NEVER left me alone.
After me & my mum prepared everything (my mum drives me to Hadi's house with her car) & went downstairs,I saw the clock. It's already 5 PM (My Remasa 19 activities starts from 5 PM.),so I just convince myself that it's already late & no one would teach me to play guitar at this time,and I must admit that maybe God has prepared another day for me to start learning guitar.. Not today..
..but..
Suddenly,my mum asks me,"Gitarnya mo dibawa ga?" ("U want to bring the guitar or not?")
HOLY $%#@~!!! *sorry,this ain't a rude word. --;;* THANK YOU,LORD~!!!! X'D
I quickly rushed into my room,picked (actually,HUGGED. -,-;;) my guitar,put it inside my bro's car,and enjoy the ride (?!) to Hadi's house~ X3
But that's not the only thing happened to me that proves how kind is our God.
Somehow,our car missed to turn to a way to go to Hadi's house. (so now that way is behind our car. O_O)
SUDDENLY (?!),a parkman appears & helped my mum to drive the car backwards so that our car could turn back to that way.
Usually,everytime a thing that makes my mum gets in a bad-mood (like this one) could drive her into blah-blah-blah-ing. But incredibly,my mum didn't at this time..! Instead,she just keep driving happily!! What a miracle!! Praise the Lord~!!! XD
After I closed my sharing session,everyone inside that room clapped their hands.
And I added one (somehow silly) fact.. That I've given a name for my guitar.
Her (HER?!) name is... Jungling.
(read it as "yungling",not "jungling"). :P
Why? Because "Jungling" in German means "Youth". Somehow this name seems to have a deep meaning since me & all my Remasa friends were in Youth Connect Group in our church~ XD
..and after bro Acent finished his sharing (about how problems came into him & how God gave him strength to fight against them),we listens to bro Willy,our Remasa 19 leader.
However,bro Willy don't do SM (it's like..umm.. "khotbah". ^^;;),so our Remasa activity ends quickly,at around 6.30 PM. (usually 7-8 PM.) O_O
But that means,I could use that time to ask bro Acent,Hadi,or anyone else who is able to play guitar,to teach me~
..and.. Thank You,Lord.. I'm now able to play do-re-mi-fa-so-la-si-do' using my guitar~ XD <3
Back home with happiness & joy (that I believe,is what God gave me today),I put Jungling (..argh,maybe I shall change its name into "Yungling" later. -_-) in my room (or maybe,"Jungling's room"?? :P),went upstairs,and went downstairs again to use my bro's PC.
..from this day,in my house,there were my mum,my bro,Jungling,and me~ XD
